reading other ppl's blogs make me feel that my own freakish blog is freaking lame. like, sure, i have a lot of things to talk about. but why bother when no one reads it?? the first time i did this blog, my friends who were friends cmmnted my blog posts with smileys and i feel good about it. it's these little things that make my day. they count, but now, now those smileys are no more. bcos i know who they are now. they don't want me, so why should i pretend to still be one of them? anyway, that's not the point. the point is,
i don't have a life.
and i'm sick of it. i feel lonely and depressed.
and there's no one to help.
i'm far away from ppl.
and, WTF nobody's returning my texts!!
yes, it's THAT bad.
sure, i LIKE to pretend that my life's still good. but it's not. and i dunno how long i can pretend to have a normal life with friends who i can trust and have fun with. GOD, i need help! maybe i'm reading too many novels. hmmmph, no, it's me.
Dammit Zaf! I read your blogs every time a new entry comes around...seriously, it may look like no ones reading it, but you never know when someone actually LOOKS FORWARD to a new post in your blog. Lighten up =) There are still those who care, you know?
ReplyDeleteps: my blog's lame xD
gagagagag, i don't mean u, su :) i know u read my blog, ur the only one who does and i thank u for that :D no, your blog's waaaaaay bttr than mine!! xD
ReplyDeletehey!! what about me :( (lol)
ReplyDeletehey izzy, of course u too sweetie :)
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