Farther

Assalamualaikum.

I don't know the real reason behind this post. I just want to get it off of my chest.

Today's another boring day, I went grocery shopping and after that we headed straight to Cyberjaya to check out my soon-to-be apartment. I got into CUCMS' main website and it stated that the apartment we are to stay in, which is called MutiaraVille will be finished as of June 2012. Our guess is that of course, since the website said so, it would've already been completed. So we took a peek of the place and...I don't think the whole complex will be up and running by the end of the year, even. It was a major disappointment, because the whole complex look absolutely stunning, from the pictures. It's also brand new, and oh how I love all things brand new. Lol.

Anyway, Shazana and I have talked about our course and stuff, and she said that her dad wants her to go to Taylor's instead of IMU. Taylor's College have included the medicine course for 2 years now according to Shazana, and they have a twinning programme in London. Yeah. LONDON. They only accept 120 medical students per year though, so it's a bit tougher to get in. But I know it in my heart that they'll let her through! She was indeed nervous though, of the possibility that she may not be accepted. And I said, regretfully "That's okay, if you won't get accepted you go to IMU lah." which really, wasn't helpful at all.

I just didn't want her to go. Because, well. I would miss her. But. LONDON OMG.


I'm a bad friend at the time, I know.

Maybe I could visit her while she's there, right? And she won't be going in another 2 years. It would be such a good experience for her (she's excited for Primark lolol and oh yeah I'm stoked too!) and I wish her all the best! Amir's probably going to Indonesia, Syaza is in N9 and Yaya'll study in Melaka.

As for me...I'm stuck in Selangor. I'll be quite lonely, and even though I'll make friends on campus, I'll miss my old ones dearly, and it wouldn't be the same. I don't know, I'm just a bit freaked out on the fact that everyone's going their separate ways and maybe I'm scared of the truth. I'm scared that the distance will literally and figuratively make us distance away from each other. Sigh. I shall take this positively though, because this may be what's best for me, the distance I mean. Maybe I'm being paranoid. I know, I'm actually very sappy. I'm usually the one who cries at the end of a super sad movie, but quickly wipes away her tears before anyone sees her. Yes, I'm a silly girl, forgive me.

I'll miss you guys, okay. I'll miss you guys very much.

Not much to comment. I'm just sad. *sobs*.

xoxo,
Zafirah.