And Off I Go to Pursue My Dreams

My bags are packed.

I have mixed feelings about this. Collegedom, it's what I've been waiting for in the past 6 months. The life where I get to make my own decisions. The life where I get to pay for everything. The life of an independent student, who doesn't rely on anyone at all.

But is that really the life I've always wanted?

I may be reaching adulthood, but I am nowhere near an adult yet. I'm still a hopeless teenager, seeking advice and help from those around her. I'm still a kid, who is still clueless about the world and how it works. I don't educate myself with the things most adults have to do. Pay the taxes, car rentals, credit cards and whatnot. Those things are very unfamiliar to myself, and to be frank, I wish that I wouldn't have to do them when I get older. I know that it's an impossible thought, as everyone has to go through that phase even if they want to or not.

I'm wrong to think that my life would not be filled with responsibilities, because if I would become a doctor one day, my life would be the opposite of what I dream it to be. Maybe I'm just nervous about today and what lies ahead. Or maybe it's because I know I would miss my family immensely, whether I should admit it to them or not. I have not much to say today, except that, well. This is it. This moment has finally come, and I'll make sure that I would fulfill my dreams. Whatever it takes, I'll get there.

Well, this is it. Good luck to all of you, study hard and ace those exams. Fulfill your dreams and if you get lonely or feel stressed out, reminisce those times in high school and there's no doubt a smile would appear from your faces. We'll see each other soon. But for now, bon voyage! :)

That was what I wrote on my Facebook profile. I seemed so ready for this, but de facto, in my heart I am just not quite ready yet. Nevertheless, I would comply. Reminisce those times in high school and there's no doubt a smile would appear from my face. A good laugh would be healthy. Of course, I could surely need some LOL moments while I'm there, studying my ass off.

I'll miss you, blog. But wait for me, and I'll come back before you know it.