Jump With Me

"Yay we're FREEEE!!"

Well, not just yet. In fact, we have a lot more to go. Yes, yes, i'm here which means that trials are officially over. Am I psyched about it? No, but at least I'm not as deluded as when I'm in the 'exam phase'. Exams can make you go cuckoo in the head. It's true, ask anyone.

The summary : I did okay in the trials. I did well in some papers and badly in the others. And heck, that's life. I'm not sure if I'm okay with it but it's a relief that I'm not the only one who's going through this. I'm not alone. But as for keeping my grades up and actually proving to myself that I can beat those smart asses; I'm alone. No one's there to guide me, and that's okay. I can't keep saying to myself that I'll always have my back secured. There are times when you fall apart; but you brush yourself up and keep going afterwards.

I'm slightly scared about what my parents are gonna say though.

But like I said, I'll move on after that. I wanna prove it to myself and keep my family satisfied with what I achieve. Most of all I wanna satisfy myself. If I don't, I'll just have to keep trying.

That's why after this, I'm back in my room studying my ass off.
Blogging's just a break time for me. It's time to get back to business.

But first, a little of 'How I Met Your Mother'. Come on, everyone has their own guilty pleasure (: