Compassion

Here's a secret that i would never tell in a million years but i'm gonna tell it now. Well, okay it's not really a big deal but it's kinda weird and people would think i'm abnormal. Fortunately i'm a self-proclaimed freakazoid so it's fine by me, HAHA.

Sometimes when i watch those medical series like House and Mercy,
my heart kinda does these weird palpitations, as if i'm ill or something.
As if there's something wrong with me.
Like those sick people in the series.

And that freaked me out to maximum heights. But after watching them, i don't have the odd palpitations anymore, so i guess i'm fine. It happened just today, when i was watching a complete marathon of Mercy which is a medical series about 3 young nurses from Mercy Hospital, New Jersey. I am kinda addicted to that show (usually when they put up tv marathons it's normal to feel this way) because it's utterly relatable. What's more relatable than a hospital and sick people and on/off relationships and drugs and alcohol abuse and mental disorders, right?

So anyway, shows like these really opened up my eyes because being a doctor is a big responsibility but it also shows that you're compassionate towards others and you're willing to help anyone whether they're good or bad. And the gory scenes of people's bones coming out of their bodies, well they're kinda scary but it's a challenge i'm willing to take. Being a doctor, is my dream. I wanna go to Africa too, as a volunteer. And also to Gaza of course. Our own people are dying and i wanna help.

Okay i should stop being so mushy now. Happy Ramadhan!