Tell Me,

"It would be nice if I can sleep next to you, feel your skin so close to mine. It would be nice to lay on your chest and listen to your heartbeat while slowly falling asleep."

would you be so kind as to describe to me how that feels like?

i really, really wanna know. life's all about learning new stuff.
and this?
i have yet to learn.
sigh. my life feels like a torment.