Family From The Other Side

so i just got back from Bandung two days ago and i'm already planning to go back again. it was a bittersweet week in Indonesia, because my fam and i all had fun but we also got a bad case of diaorrhea the last few days we were there. it's weird to a lot of people that we got to stay there for 7 days, when they only stayed for 4 or 3 days. that's because we don't sleep in a hotel. we have an all expense paid stay in my uncle's house. well, no one paid anything, so. i'm really lucky as i am half-Indonesian. okay, no one actually think that's interesting, as Indonesians pretty much look like Malaysians, say the same language and have the same culture. so i don't really look different from anybody. well anyway, at least when i'm there, i don't have to go touring with the rest because my family practically lives there and can take us wherever we want to. and we don't have to spend that much. so BOOYAH! i'm awesome (: haha. well anyway, i just LOVE my Indonesian family to death. they know how to have fun, and i can't stop laughing whenever they're around. literally. and it's too bad that i only see them once a year. it's always sad to know that when i come back, my cousins look older, and i won't know for sure if the remember me, seeing as they're so little. ohh, i can hear the song "Need You Now" by Lady Antebellum playing. it's the perfect song for this post. because i really need to see my family, to see their smiling faces and their hilarious antics. we're always happy, together. why can't i see them more often? i only have my Malaysian family. it's not that i don't like them, but i feel differently. i'm much happier if i'm with my Indonesian family. and maybe it's because i don't see them that often. but still, i wish i could. i miss you, and i need you now.