is it almost the end of the year already? that's too bad, cos 2009 was a hell of a year for me. bad times, good times. but mostly, bad times. it's true.
it was the year i had my first D's and E's since i'm in high school.
it was the year i learned the good and bad qualities in people. mostly bad qualities.
it was the year i was abandoned, but became close to my old friends and made a few new ones.
it was the year when i cried the hardest.
it was the year of too many famous deaths.
it was the year i was determined to play an instrument.
finally,
it was the year i learned the most.
it didn't matter what i learned. bcos they are from many categories. i learned the hard way too. i learned that no matter how good your past results were, doesn't mean you'll do well the next year. and i also learned that friends come and go. sure, i knew that. but i didn't realize it before it happened to me personally.
it was emotional, and i was the victim.
well, the past is the past. and sometimes, even though i let go of it, i can't stop talking about it. gee whiz, what is wrong with me??? nothing, i hope. bcos we all have ups and downs in our life. and one way or another, we relive some of our past catastrophes whether we like it or not. and in my case, i let this thing slipped for countless times. sure, i hate talking about it. but nothing makes me feel better than to let it all out of my head.
2009 has been a roller-coaster ride fer sure. and we all can't help but to wish that none of those nightmares will happen again. well, another year is coming closely ahead. and there is no better time to make changes than 2010. there's still time to change who you are. i want to. i want to be better. i want to really focus on next year's BIG exam. the king of all exams.
SPM
i want to try to not make the same mistakes again. let bygones be bygones. that's what i'll try to do.
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