It Matters

this is really something i'm embarrassed to say. i've been watching a lot of youtube videos lately. but nothing associating with teenage stuff. it all started last friday, when i was watching mtv. sigh, lots of tributes to the king of pop; that's what they call him. a lot of his music videos are quite cool; smooth dance moves and the videos are long, like a mini movie or something.

then i realised that his music is really good. okay, i know a lot of mj's songs, but never really got into them. bcs, mainly, they're old. mostly 80's songs, the time of his glory. but hey, they're awesome!! i never realised it. and now, i love his songs after his death. that is stupid. why now?? i don't know. maybe bcs his videos are not aired on tv anymore. and also, i was not born in his era. and i also thought why the hell did he changed his black complexion to a fairer one? he had a skin disease. he didn't want it to happen. i only knew until after he died. all along, it was a lie that he didn't wanna be a black american.

i have his songs in my phone, i'm not kidding. to those of you who thought he was evil, think again. you can definitely tell by his shy, soft-spoken character, that he's not a child molester. and his recent conversion to Islam makes it all the more better for him. i'm glad he found Allah's direction after all, shortly before he's gone.

p/s: i posted this bcs my cousin asked me to. she's a big fan, i think. at least her dad is. he's one of the thousands of lucky malaysians who went to mj's concert in 1996. cool :)