Unworthy

Humans can be so revolting even to the eyes of other humans.



Dear you, I know you wouldn't read this (because you don't know me at all, hehe) but just know that someone else deserves your love. Don't you get it? She never really wanted to be with you in the first place. I don't know what is really on her mind, but I'm guessing that she only accepted you because she felt 'sorry' for you. Believe me, do you really want to live your life hoping that she'll finally love you as much as you love her? What if she'll disappoint you? It's not that I don't want you to be happy, but you're not gonna be happy at all if you keep searching for her love. I'll cry for you if you ever get hurt. I'll shed tears for someone I don't even know, because I can't bear the thought of knowing you would be depressed because she doesn't love you back. It's not worth it to keep pining over her, darling. If all she does is to ignore you, then all you have to do is to pour out your enchanting love to someone else that is willing to give you more than she's giving you right now.

Somewhere out there, lives a girl dying to get as much attention from someone like you. Someone who cares for her, saying she's the only girl in the world. Someone who'll love you with every beat of her heart. Someone who'll appreciate the slightest look she'll get from you. Someone who'll die for you, and she'll sacrifice everything she has just to save you. Just to make sure that she'll never lose you.

You need someone like that, boy. You do because from seeing the way you care for the girl who never chose to be with you, you deserve a girl that would never take you for granted. Do you wanna know why I feel sorry for you? Because I wanna know what it feels like to have someone like you care for me too. But I've never had someone like you. Why can't she appreciate what she has, when other people can't even find one person that would like them? And it hurts to know that no matter how sweet you are, she'll blind herself away from everything you'll do for her. She plays around, and even though she says that you and her aren't exclusive, you're still hoping. It's fine to wait, but you should just realize that she's not the one, no matter how bad you want this to work. If you're the only one standing, then there's no way you guys will ever be together. It's just the truth, honey. Good luck in finding another special someone, because she's just not worth your wait. Or your tears. Or you.