Firsts.

"There's always a first for everything."

Though I wouldn't wanna risk my own precious life for something completely dangerous and stupid, I might as well go with this. I want to experience the first time a boy declares his love. The first time we text each other and stuff our inboxes with countless flirty messages. The first time we call each other. The first time I dress up for a guy and freak out when my mascara runs out. The first date with a guy. The first time I leave him while he orders our food and I call my friend asking for relationship advice. The first time I laugh at his insanely cheesy joke. The first time he pays for my food. The first time I say "You're cute" and he replies with "So are you.". The first time he calls me after our date. The first time we sneak away from our studies and talk for hours. The first time we realize something we don't know about each other. The first time we laugh like there's no tomorrow. The first time we both get in trouble for sneaking out and we cannot care less. The first time I dream about him. The first time he buys me a gift and I keep it the entire time I still have it in my possession. The first time the feeling of nervousness and anxiety creep away because I'm not as shy as I am before. The first time he surprises me on my birthday and he knows what I want as a present. The first time I fall sick and he cares for me no matter what time of day it is. The first time I spend my only pocket money on an expensive outfit for him and he says I look cute in it. The first time I announce to the world that I'm no longer single. The first time he looks into my eyes and says that he loves me. The first time we go to a movie and I fall asleep on his shoulder. The first time we take photos of each other and say how goofy we look. The first time he gives me a nickname and I give him his. The first time we fight and apologize to each other. The first time I smile because of him. The first time I cry because of him. The first time he buys me flowers even though there isn't any occasion for it. The first time he goes far away and I cry because I miss him. The first time we break up for awhile because of an argument we cannot ignore. The first time we wear our 'His and Her' shirts and people look at us like we're crazy. The first time he holds my hand. And the first time I hold his.

These are the 'firsts' that I'll forever cherish in my heart (: