The Cycle Never Stops

God, why is the world moving so FAST?

It's almost new year and I still have not done anything in my life right now that's important enough. I know I still have loads of time off but as someone who has high hopes of making it in life, I practically had done NADA so far. Yes it might have been real great to dream about it when I was still in school. You know, getting a driver's license, applying for jobs, watch movies, vacations and just hanging out. Well, that didn't really turn out as I had hoped. You know what they say, "Expect the unexpected". But seriously, can't ANYTHING in my life be predictable enough? I'm stuck in a hole and the world isn't making it easier for me. Well, I am in the midst of getting my L license, but I don't know why I'm not psyched like I was before. It's a LOT of work, and I ain't kidding. And it's also darn expensive. Well I couldn't really rule out the possibility that the payment's not as cheap as buying a candy bar, but THIS?! Man, even my piggy bank has dried out. But since my dad is paying for it, I have no qualms except that, you know, my dad's money goes to my stomach and if he ain't got any, then I'm doomed. A job? Don't get me started. My mum's busy poking me in the head saying I should be better off working in a tuition centre or somewhere educational. Yes, mum, like SPM isn't BAD enough? But I didn't say anything, because seriously, I didn't come to this world to pick fights with my own mother. And my dad is like "Those jobs are no good." BLABLABLA. So, no TGV for me. I called Kumon, but they said that I have to queue up cos they ran out of job openings. Smart Reader, well Bazilah hasn't heard from them so I'll rule that out. I still haven't go to Jusco to apply for jobs. And I bet on my old teddy bear that my dad wouldn't be happy with all the jobs offered there. And he asked me before "When are you gonna get a job?". Like, SERIOUSLY. He's not making it easier for me. No one is. And if all I get is a job at KFC, he's just gonna have to deal with it. God, and they say the Osbournes are difficult. They have not met my family yet.