Life Ahead

when you ask me "how's life?" right now, i'll probably be like "i'm really busy...so many things to do with so little time!". and it's true. i'm waiting for the printer to start printing the Pak Lah pics for a folio i'm supposed to hand out tomorrow. yep, some things never change. and that is, i'll always do everything in the last minute. and i gotta kick this habit of mine because it's affecting my studies as well. you see, my results are not looking that good. i'm improving a bit since last year though, but one thing's for sure; i certainly can't ace the History paper without proper revision. i sucked. big time. History and Calculus are the only ones i think that's bringing my marks down and probably get me kicked out of the Top Ten. and Chemistry, well, it was my own fault for not studying at night and forgetting to wake up the next morning to revise some chapters. so, i'm gonna let that go cos i definitely think i can ace that. by studying my butt off, of course. so, that's it for now. what to do, right? my life might suck today but who knows if it turns out awesome in the near future? you see, i've been wanting to think more positively this year. i wanna change my attitude, cos i'm not the most positive person there is. just ask my friends. you probably know by now anyway. it shows in all my posts. and i might not be the brightest in my class, but if i could change the world like no one in my class can someday, i'll be overjoyed. because it's a way to prove to myself that i can succeed in life. and i achieve greatness not because of anyone else, but myself. someday, someday i'll be snoozing on a lazy couch, eating my favourite ice cream and watching my favourite tv show, and say "AHHH, this is the life."