Blue Danube Is On High

i wouldn't say playing musical instruments is my dream, but i've always wanted to play at least one of them. guitars became my interest as of last year, when i watched Kris Allen hooking up and playing with the stringed beauty. okay, he wasn't the first person i watched playing guitar but i instantly felt like trying it. Syaza inspired me too, thanks my dear (: anyway, i got to know that if i can master playing the piano first, learning to play other instruments will be a breeze. so, i put my guitar down and started learning about the basics of the piano. luckily, i don't need to cash out a thousand bucks to buy it. i already have one. it's old, but it'll do. well, i already know the basics, but man, this is hard. not that i didn't know that. i'm keeping my focus on studies right now, but i'll surely be hooking up with the classic instrument once SPM is over. mind you, i can't wait till it's done. after that, i wanna do something in my life that i can be proud of. i'm not dealing well with the fact that i'm just an average person in this world. other people i know, they have achieved much more than what i've accomplished. and i'm tired of being normal. maybe being special can be tiring too, but it's not like i wanna change the world or anything. but if i can do that, i would be proud of myself. i just wanna prove that i can make a change for myself first. and if i've accomplished that, maybe someday i might just be making the world a decent enough place to live in. after all, dreaming big is the first step to be successful in life. and i'm aiming for that.