In Between

she is always looking even though she says she's not. she gets to know someone, and hoping, hoping a lot that she'll find him. the one that will notice her when her hair's different. the one who knows it when she's feeling tired, sad or embarrassed. the one who likes to make her feel happy and jokes around when they talk to each other. when she sees an attractive person, she'll think that his girlfriend is one lucky chick. and when she knows a person who is not only attractive but also has a great personality, she'll think exactly the same thing, only she'll feel a certain respect towards the person. which also means she'll have a crush on him. but life gives her bad lemons, and she couldn't make lemonade out of 'em. so she knows she won't have a shot. a shot to feel lucky to have him by her side. she wants to have that feeling, just for once. then she kept on walking so as to wipe her hurtful tears away. and then she stops and came to a halt. a friend was there to give her the comfort she needs. they have a good time and she'll always think of how great it is to have a friend like him. she realized that good looks isn't everything. and her friend may not be the hottest boy around, but she is attracted to him. she's attracted to the fact that he's the sweetest guy ever to have bothered to ask her what's wrong. and that's good enough for a girl who has been unnoticeable for so long. she wonders if he feels it towards her too. if this thing can't work out, then she says that she'll be lonely forever. no one can be there, and it hurts. deeply.