The Cool Factor

what is being cool all about, anyway? is it because of the fact that you wear nice clothes, has the latest gadgets that money can buy and is stonkingly rich? well, is that it? if that's the case, then i don't wanna be cool. i know that i wanted to, though. because i want people to like me. i was once an insecure, pimpled teen who acted as though she was cool and better than others. but it was only because i knew i was not. i wasn't better. it came to a point where i felt uncomfortable and i didn't know who i really was. so i stopped being friends with people who just kept fooling around and hurting other people's feelings. i made a few new ones who are fun and who i can be myself with. because why do i try to be cool when i'm not? it's embarrassing and stupid. i was calling someone a scud and i am worse than him. because i didn't know what being cool is all about. a cool person laughs genuinely, talks about random stuff, and just have pure fun with her friends. a cool girl never cares about her appearance, whether people like it or not. being cool means that you get to do whatever you want and not feel goofy or embarrassed about it. that's what cool is all about.