An A+ Is Possibly Impossible

this strange feeling is bottling up inside me.
bcos a teenager, a perfectly normal one, that is,
loves getting an early holiday from school.

and i'm a normal one, mind you.
only a retarded kid would want everlasting days of schooling.

but i think i could very well be a retarded kid by now.
bcos i wish i was in school.

!!!!!

but i can't, cos i'm a thousand miles away from it.
omg, i AM retarded.
no, my theory of being retarded is just a spoof, completely bogus.

any normal teenager would love going to school.
bcos in school, i have friends.
and bcos there are friends, of course i'll go.
just for the sake of seeing my friends.
that's not the only purpose. DUH.

but, yeah, i'm sad that i can't finish the last days of school
this year together with them. thay've been really sad too.
i think. haha, i meant HANI and MAI.
i've been great friends with them since i first met them.

they've been really great companions, we shared laughs together.
we share interests. and we goof around. we've always been in threes now.
what i love about them, is that they are out-going, and love to joke around too.

and all three of us know that we haven't been friends for a long time.
but we can tell that we'll be friends for eternity.
maybe not for eternity, but for a long, long time.
i miss u guys!

anyway, i won't be able to discuss exam papers with them.
and it sucks, cos maybe i won't get to achieve higher marks
than what i got. but, not getting to see exam results has its pros and cons.

pro;
i don't get to see a single paper bcos i'm afraid of what i'll get.

con;
i don't get to see the papers, so i'll be afraid from afar!!

OOOKAAAY, those aren't great excuses, but it's true.

i did get my add maths paper though. i was genuinely surprised.
not bcos i freaking failed(!). but that wld be a surprise too.
but bcos i got a better mark than i expected. soo, i'm glad.

not so glad about my History paper though. i sucked, big time.
well, that's only bcos it was my own fault. i was getting sick of even glancing at a book,
so i didn't study. too bad i didn't do that when English was on.
i stopped reading when History was on. big whoooop.

Internet-browsing all day is turning me into a frame-eyed geek.
coincidentally, i AM wearing glasses. sheesh.
see ya.