Telling Myself That It's Okay To Cry

i don't understand why ppl pretend. like pretending to love their bf/gf when there's someone else in mind.

why don't they just get right up and tell all the shit they wanted to tell but is sooo chicken to tell all about it!!
oh yeah, that's right. bcos they're afraid. they're too chicken to hurt anyone's feelings.

but sometimes, if they don't tell soon enough, everybody will find out. hearts will get broken, feelings will be hurt. like if you got caught red-handed cheating your lover. sure, you'll get your other lover to leave your life, but you will also lose the other one, bcos no one in their right mind would like to be cheated. dumbasses like these should never even exist.

unfortunately, there's too many of them in this world.

please, i hate ppl who like to be silent. it's okay if you don't tell anybody, but it's wrong to blurt it out to anybody in particular. and if i did something wrong, just tell all the shit there is. no need to say to anybody else. it's me you're having a problem with, so why tell others??

i never had a hatred feeling towards anyone. maybe about stuff, but not ppl. i'm honest in everything i do. i appreciate the way my friends treat me. but i'm only human. i make mistakes, and so does everybody in the world. but that doesn't stop me from being friends with everybody. so what if he's a jerk, or she's annoying?? the past is the past, and i move on.

yes, i'm talking about you, F.