I Got Lost

what a day it turned out to be. i think i won't forget what happened to me yesterday. my Paksu was going to get married to Auntie Ila this august, so yesterday was the engagement. after watching X-Men Origins, i went to my grandparents' house to get ready to bring the hantaran. the engagement, to my annoyance, started right after Asar. the ladies had to get ready really fast bcs we had to pray and then wear our tudung and stuff.

i was on duty to bring out the hantaran, but boy i was too "slow" for the guys, that they ushered someone else to hold them. is it my fault i had to wear tudung?? bastards who couldn't care less -_- i had a lot going on before, bcs a lot of ppl were already there and there wasn't much room to get ready. huh, don't ask me why they didn't buy a bigger house. ok, that's not the point but wtv.

anyway, i got ready so i went outside and i saw that everyone was gone. Paksu was not at the engagement(duh!) and he was like "eh, Zafirah kena tinggal" i was left out!! no one waited for me, my sister was gone even though i told her to wait for me. some dumb goofball she is. and luckily Auntie Ila's house is not far away, but unluckily i did not know the way. i thought i knew the way; i was too mad to talk to my other cousins who weren't at the engagement.

i walked on my silver flats for metres but got lost trying to find the pink khemah. it wasn't there!! i searched the whole neighbourhood; then i went back straight to my grandparents' house (lucky for me that i knew how to get back -_-) and shouted "where the hell is that pink khemah??!!" i did not say hell though; it's just an expression :)

Cousin Dania said it's situated at the back neighbourhood. ehem, i did not go there. so after i did, i didn't get inside the house bcs ppl were already crammed inside the darn small house. sorry, i didn't mean it in a harsh way. so i sat on the floor outside on the porch, with everyone else who were late. man, it was booooooring. it was like i was this uninvited guest or something. when the engagement ceremony was over, i rushed inside and asked my sister why she didn't wait for me. damn, i shed a tear. maybe i was being a baby, but heck, being lost in an unfamiliar neighbourhood could get anyone shaken and confused. and no one waited for me!!! what have i done to deserve this?? the worse part is that no one cared -______- i was humiliated for life.

the moral of this vividly-told story; never trust anyone ever again.
don't listen to me. i am just being moody.