A Constant Feeling

i still have a lot to say about Alpha. nope, yesterday's post wasn't done yet. these past few days since moving to that class, i feel less cheerful and a lot more emotional. the stress is killing me, mostly bcs the freaking physics teacher isn't teaching us anything the brain could work out. god, studying that subject is like hell. is it?

well, that wasn't it, actually. i forgot about one part. the students are okay. duh, i've known them well enough. there are a few new kids, and i'm still getting to know them. i hate the place i sit in, bcs i can't see the other side of the blackboard. niiiice.

i'm not being negative abt this class. this is just my point of view, a general observation. but overall it's fine, just fine. nothing worth shouting over for, but fine. oh, yes. the forgotten part. FYI, ppl; i sit alone in that class. instant deja vu. since Fatin was gone, i sat alone too. not for long, but still. and now, that doom of sitting alone is haunting me again. and nobody did anything about it, really. i feel sick of this, sick of always being alone and upset.

you probably feel bored of reading any longer. this moaning of mine ends right here.