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thursday was so bad. and there's really nothing to explain except b-i-o-l-o-g-y. i've had high hopes that i wouldn't flunk biology but now, it seems that i can fail without even trying. the first chapter of biology was okay. yeah, do you expect anybody to scratch their heads bcos they don't understand how to make an experiment? so, yeah. moving on to chapter two, and my head was spinning like crazy. whaaaaaaaaat is the teacher talking about?

we were in the lab on thursday and the teacher was teaching us about cells. the screen was ready to give footage, blablabla. and, hah it was too freaking small for ppl at the back to see. and the teacher didn't notice the guys all laughing and making noise, she just got on with the lesson. i didn't think i needed a hearing aid but now i do. i couldn't hear what she taught, and the class was noisy, and i'm nearsighted. what else could have gone wrong? well, back at home, i sprung tears.

i thought i could handle biology as it's my fave science subject. but now i think i could take chemistry any day. i cried not just bcos i didn't get a clue of anything about cells, i also felt sad i couldn't be with THEM to explain things to me and just learning together. just learning together would be really nice, yes. it would be much easier, i know. the same thing happened to me this morning. this time, physics. like, what the bloody hell is he talking about? i wanna say more, but maybe i'll complain in my private blog. it's too public in here. laters,